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Last night, some bad insomnia happened to me, After watch a movie with my Grandma at 3.00 o'clock, I felt not sleepy at all. Actually I often chat until mid-night with my Grandma, because we both have same problem to sleep early at the suppose time. and suddenly, I saw that pretty smile from her. just so you know, my Grandma is a moody one, She's not always smile like this. I've been told about most of grandparents habits, they usually forget names and things, they moody (sometimes laugh and make a joke but the at other times, didn't wan't to talk about anything). and I think I'm the lucky one that night, to see my Grandma pretty little smile, so I captured it :) We took picture together, talked about her favorite dance and sport while she was young and etcetera. After she feel sleepy, and started to cloe her eyes, I put a blanket for her and then go to my own room. I tweet unimportant things (mobile way) and read others tweet ...

I don't know why, i always love to watch movies about people who chase their own dreams. I love Betty Suarez (on Ugly Betty Movie series) who keep struggle to stay at the place that she believe are the right place for her and her dream even if she must face a difficult condition. I also love Lee Seo Jung on Style-Korean drama who throw away her pride and follow all of her chief command. all she wants is to be a good editor for her magazine corporation. Some people are lucky. they born and raise from the perfect family which make them easier to reach their dreams. They got talent and money and also big chance. Some people aren't that lucky. they must do a hard effort and sometimes hurt theirself. A person who will do anything to reach their dreams always make me attracted. And at the same time, make me shame. to be honest, i'm not that kind of both person. i don't have the perfect family that capable to help me reach my dream, and also not that type of will-do-anything-t...

I know life is sucks, and we can spend all day complaining about it. Whining about what we supposed to do and what we supposed to be. I feel it too. but you know, the feeling when you try to find at least one thing that makes you happy instead of all sad problems that you always have. well, I found a little alot at mine. it's good to be born into the world. when I was the one who made others smiling while I'm crying it's good to have name that given with a heartful of love and hope from my parents. it's good to have an ordinary family. it's good to see beautiful world, air, water, ground, sun, moon, cloud, and all these magic free things gifted to me. it's good to know that I'm not the only one who struggle with my life, everyone does. it's good to know that there is a few people saved from Bali bombing it's good to know that there is a few people saved from tsunami disaster at least there's an afterlife and I believe these people will reincarnat...

today,i accidentaly stuck in the mood to write about love. if you're a fan of disney cartoon stories (but,who's not?) you must always known well the word happily ever after. every single love problem have happily end. last forever. no matter how different you are with your love. there's no obstacle for love to be together. such a beautiful perfect love. The fact is, in real life, nothing will go that perfect. its simply because human are imperfect creature. They're lying to their lover. Lover hurt each other. and their relationship are too impossible to be last forever.  teens break up and marriage couple divorce. Fall : Hurt ; Fall in Love : Hurt in Love I'm not trying to say that disney love stories are share some bullshit. Because in the other side, happily-ever-after-love-story not always just a dream. and secretly, i'm a person who believe that love can live forever.  think like these, if love is hurt, why people keep falling for it? do you know why Harry c...

photo courtsey: g o o g l e kalau ditanya tentang quote favorite, pasti gw selalu jawab sebuah quote dari Kurt Vonnegut - We are what we pretend to be. atau kalo bahasanya Kita adalah orang yang berpura- pura menjadi kita. nah loh agak bingungin juga sih.hehe menurut kacamata gw, quote ini berbicara tentang image. setiap orang berusaha membentuk imagenya masing - masing. dan ga jarang juga kalau mereka jadi kehilangan jati diri demi menunjukan image apa yang baik atau keren menurut orang banyak. Misalnya aja ada anak gaul. dia selalu update status yang dia rasa keren kalau dibaca orang lain. kayak misalnya kalau dia abis beli apa atau abis darimana. dalam kasus ini anak gaul ini bisa dibilang juga sebagai anak yang berpura-pura gaul. bukan berarti dia ternyata bohong atau dia ternyata aslinya kuper. dia memang anak gaul. tapi semua itu ga berjalan secara naturally. 'Gaul' itu sendiri jadi sebuah image yang udah seharusnya dia miliki. kalau dia ga gaul dia akan merasa kalau dia ...

i've lost twice my cellular phone last month, and today i accidentally remember this kinda old post (this is december2010-january2011 tumblr post) and i think this is the most creative idea to make announce about losing important stuff. what do you think?

yesterday was my grandma 81 th birthday. if you're follow my blog in a long time, you must already know that i really love and respect my grandmom. or if you not, i'll describe view things about her: She is a strong single parent woman.  She raise her 2 daughter and son by herself as a tailor. She made wonderfull cooks. and also delicious food. She love to dance. She love to sing an english song. She has amazing life experience. She love to chat about her past. and I love to hear about her past. She is moody, in such a bad mood, she just stay quite  and won't answer things you questioned her. She like to laugh at her own joke. or sometimes at mine. She usually forget things. and also forget names. She smile when look some money, and think what she can buy with it. She love to walk and travel, altough she can't help herself to stop love. She sometimes act like a baby, and i treat her like what she wants, but always keep my respect to her, because after all she's not ...

Hellboy Spiderman Fantastic 4 Superman dan film- film tentang hero produksi marvel.capcom tuh selalu keren ya, kalau ada yang bilang ga suka pasti boong deh, film - film kayak gini selalu jadi box office, menurut opini gw, benang merah dan inti cerita dari film film itu tuh hampir sama tentang pahlawan (entah itu manusia super, atau bukan manusia) yang berusaha nyelametin dunia dan manusia-manusia biasa lainnya dari kehancuran. misalnya aja film fantastic 4, inget cerita dimana ada seorang mahkluk logam yang berkilau yang terbang kemana- kemana pake papan surf? diceritain kalau dia diutus sama Galacticus (planet yang dapat tetap hidup dari hasil menyerap kehidupan dari planet lain, dan akibatnya musnah deh kehidupan planet lain) nah sasaran galacticus berikutnya ternyata bumi. para fantastic 4 itu akhirnya berjuang demi nyelametin bumi, dan yang pasti happy ending lah ya. Terus inget kisah golden army yang dikunci di tempat rahasia yang ada di film Hellboy 2? mereka sengaja dikunci kar...

fall is here, hear the yell back to school, ring the bell brand new shoes, walking blues climb the fence, book and pens i can tell that we are gonna be friends walk with me, suzy lee through the park, by the tree we will rest upon the ground and look at all the bugs we've found then safely walk to school without a sound well here we are, no one else we walked to school all by ourselves there's dirt on our uniforms from chasing all the ants and worms we clean up and now it's time to learn numbers, letters, learn to spell nouns, and books, and show and tell at playtime we will throw the ball back to class, through the hall teacher marks our height against the wall and we don't notice any time pass we don't notice anything we sit side by side in every class teacher thinks that i sound funny but she likes the way you sing tonight i'll dream while i'm in bed when sill thoughts go through my head about the bugs and alphabet and when i wake tomorrow i'll bet th...

i just love love love to do this. i mean to fill things like these,i found this from Amyschmamey  (she really have pretty blog) and oh don't read mine, you'll find it bored ;) and im sorry i really bad in grammar, english isn't my first languange. just go do it too on your blog if you want. happy filling guys! name : Ayrine (usually people got a little difficult to pronounce it) birthday : June 10  sign : Gemini favorite food : Masakan rumahan, mi, padang, roti keju favorite drink : yogurt, just sayin, i hate orange juice. favorite color : pastel colors, purple favorite song this week : Lykke li - dance dance dance favorite outfit : tshirt jeans and sneakers hobbies : blogging, cooking, reading books guilty pleasure : online whole time last dream you remember : im kinda good in memorize my dream. i dream it last night: ate ugly look strawberry cake. what comes to mind when i say cabbage : My Grandma have you ever met a celebrity : plenty of favorite (new) blog : no new fa...