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I was at home, at night, after 2 hours long drive from a funeral when I was thinking about all of these. I have a cousin who has a father who just died four days ago. Alone in the room at the ship. I met him in person but we rarely chat or talk even, he almost just an acquaintances. Therefore I shouldn't bee too sad or anything right? but no I guess I'm wrong. I'm straight wrong to think that we have to be close with someone to feel sad when they're gone. A sadness, apparently, are contagious. Just like laughter and sometimes, happiness. When I was in a funeral, at my house, I admittedly, goes to think like 'why are you and you people so sad and cry like an ugly baby, you're not even see him since years ago' or 'oh come on he's my father, not yours' or 'Okay so, who are you? I swear I didn't know you' But maybe a saying that say we can never know a person completely, no matter how many years or decade we've spent together are mere...