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A very annoying fact. But I've had all the better moments that could be a complimentary. Weeks ago there are this biennale exhibition held in National Gallery of Jakarta. A ceramic based biennale which include many local and international artist.There are this situation too where The principal architect from where I've been working at is one of those said artist. We have this team. There are seven of us and we had a good time. Arranging and building the instalation which turn out to be the biggest instalation at the place. Clay is the main material for ceramic. The concept is to show how much energy and nature source wasted for the whole turning clay into something beautiful process. For example, to get you nine thousand fine bricks you need to heat and burn the clay-block that will cost you tons of timber and high air pollution as the result. So we choose nine thousand raw brick instead (unheat and unburned) They build revolve around T-shape wall as the metaphor of earth, envi...

I'm kinda miss my grandma tonight. I'm just going through my old folders which contain many old photos and there is this photograph of her one or two years before she attacked by stroke for the unfortunately third time. It's quite hurt when you need to let go to someone while they're sleep in a coma. You could never say goodbye. I could never say how much I love our time together, how much I long to her smile every night I sat on the floor beside her bed took every word she hardly spoke. How much I will miss her and how much I wanted to take her pain away. There is always a reason to be gloom and to be gloom is to refresh old memories. Today is a different day. bold sunlight, a little too hot in the morning but warm at night. too dusty. Different friends, different place, different way of car drive. But still. old days made you sad like a broken carousel,

I wonder where all brave hearts go the honest with mistake and wrath with happiness and never a phony with heart so brave with flowers and calming wave with cassete of a show a show telling how far you can go how long you can linger walking playing on a trapeze swinger I wonder where all the honest heart go a soul with truth a person not very complicated who write song and sing it randomly on a wedding day who talks about ocean and its calming wave talked about dolphin and they calming bay I wonder where all the place someone could cry missing they dissapear in a blink and while the somber ocean make you sinking and drug you low I wonder where to saw {listening to Iron and wine,   while feeling so silly}