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made by the awesome girl from I Believe in My Dreams  blog. this is really sweet and she's right, purple is my favorite colour :) thanks a lot Romyandina !

Wih. satu kata yang menggambarkan perasaan gw. Kemarin malem gw ngeliat banyak orang kuat di Jakarta. orang kuat yang pertama namanya Mbak pintu busway. semakin kesini ternyata busway jadi pilihan banyak orang di Jakarta buat pergi kemana- mana, dan kebetulan kemaren gw menjadi salah satu orang tersebut. Gw naik busway dari halte harmoni - lb.bulus dan disanalah gw ketemu Mbak pintu busway itu. awalnya gw sempet kaget, ternyata penjaga pintu busway ada juga yang cewek, wih gw salut. kuat juga ya mereka berdiri berapa jam tanpa duduk sama sekali. jadi yang paling kejepit kalau bus penuh dan jadi yang paling ngiler kalo bus lagi kosong (karena tetep aja ga bisa duduk) Mereka cewek dan saat itu udah jam 9 malem, gw jadi mikir gini: "mereka pulang jam berapa?" "rumahnya dimana?" "jauh ga ya?" hmm. oke lanjut. Orang kuat yang kedua adalah si bapak sikut. masih seputar busway, waktu dari arah senen - harmoni busway yang gw naikkin penuh sesak parah. bisa naik aj...

Pada hari itu gw kenalan dan ngobrol sama beberapa orang yang beda dengan kebanyakan yang ada di sekitar gw. Kenapa gw bilang berbeda? well, pertama, di saat orang ini harus berangkat jam enam dari rumah, nempuh perjalanan 2 jam dengan ongkos 35 ribu pulang pergi untuk ngelamar dan interview kerja, di saat yang dan jam yang sama ada orang itu yang lagi bobo pules mimpi indah setelah semalem abis nonton transformer 3d midnight di mall sama temen- temennya ngabisin duit beberapa ratus buat nonton makan dan pulang naik taksi (karena kebetulan supirnya ga bisa jemput) Hidup kadang agak miris. gw kebetulan ngobrol sama kedua orang ini. pembicaraan yang terbentuk juga beda. kalau sama yang ini "tadi di ajak nonton, tapi aku udah nonton, kalau yang 3d aku baru mau deh, tapi males kalau kepisah sendiri, gimana nih?" sementara kalau sama yang itu "iya aku butuh banget nih, soalnya aku tuh ngebiayain kuliahku sendiri, ayah sama ibu udah ga kerja dua - duanya" yang satu pusing...

source : we ♥ it We're all young and naive still We require certain skill The motive changes like the wind Hard to control when it begins The bittersweet between my teeth Trying to find the in-between Fall back in love eventually Yeah yeah yeah yeah Can't help myself but count the flaws Claw my way out through these walls One temporary escape Feel it start to permeate We lie beneath the stars at night Our hands gripping each other tight You keep my secrets hope to die Promises, swear them to the sky The bittersweet between my teeth Trying to find the in-between Fall back in love eventually Yeah yeah yeah yeah As it withers Brittle it shakes Can you whisper As it crumbles and breaks As you shiver Count up all your mistakes Pair of forgivers Let go before it's too late Can you whisper Can you whisper Can you whisper Can you whisper The bittersweet between my teeth Trying to find the in-between Fall back in love eventually Yeah yeah yeah yeah The bittersweet between my teeth T...

my sign is gemini since i was born 10 June, even if i'm a christian (horoscope forecast was contrary to the teachings of religion-but i'm not the right person to tell you why) i always find it interesting to read horoscope page on magazines, web page, articles, etc (even if i'm not 100 % sure about the truth of prediction) and i was always ask, why gemini always illustrated by the roman number of two or the twin ? but to be honest, i always feel 'the twin thing in me' but no, not something like i have an imaginary friend or fantasizing about having a twin sister. i feel it into my personalities. i feel i have such a multiple personalities. i usually feel there're two different person exist in my head that try to tell me about doing things that contrary each other, but sometimes, they both can agree at one same thing too. for examples, sometimes, i like to eat chocolate and i think like this 'wow,it really nice!if i would write about what is my favorite snack...

Last night, some bad insomnia happened to me, After watch a movie with my Grandma at 3.00 o'clock, I felt not sleepy at all. Actually I often chat until mid-night with my Grandma, because we both have same problem to sleep early at the suppose time. and suddenly, I saw that pretty smile from her. just so you know, my Grandma is a moody one, She's not always smile like this. I've been told about most of grandparents habits, they usually forget names and things, they moody (sometimes laugh and make a joke but the at other times, didn't wan't to talk about anything). and I think I'm the lucky one that night, to see my Grandma pretty little smile, so I captured it :) We took picture together, talked about her favorite dance and sport while she was young and etcetera. After she feel sleepy, and started to cloe her eyes, I put a blanket for her and then go to my own room. I tweet unimportant things (mobile way) and read others tweet ...

I don't know why, i always love to watch movies about people who chase their own dreams. I love Betty Suarez (on Ugly Betty Movie series) who keep struggle to stay at the place that she believe are the right place for her and her dream even if she must face a difficult condition. I also love Lee Seo Jung on Style-Korean drama who throw away her pride and follow all of her chief command. all she wants is to be a good editor for her magazine corporation. Some people are lucky. they born and raise from the perfect family which make them easier to reach their dreams. They got talent and money and also big chance. Some people aren't that lucky. they must do a hard effort and sometimes hurt theirself. A person who will do anything to reach their dreams always make me attracted. And at the same time, make me shame. to be honest, i'm not that kind of both person. i don't have the perfect family that capable to help me reach my dream, and also not that type of will-do-anything-t...