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if you've been reading this blog for a while, you'll know how big of outer space fan i am. meteorid, stars, planets, constellation, galaxies, the way of these celestial bodies exist and works were mesmerized my mind for quite a long time. and be a astronomer will always be my little secret dream hehe. I got the 'outer' feel when i'm listen to this brand new mini album by Sleep Maps. an instrumental music that brings me feeling relax and awkward at the same time within their 40 minutes. Including five tracks: 1. Men Against The Stars 2. The Eternal Wanderer 3. Forbidden Light 4. A Greater Fire 5. Last Future . . . The album is a fully formed barrage of guitars from start to finish and songs often end in a completely different place to where they began. For the listener it provides you the opportunity to attach the songs to you’re own emotions, and in this way ‘Fiction Makes The Future’ is a very personal album that you can make as deep or shallow as you want it to b...

i have no idea how many times i've watch this video with my father. i'm sitting here now in my room, just meet him in my dream. he stand in front of me here at our house, using his ordinary outfit and we talk. God, i have no idea. how much. i miss Him. glad to meet you at dream, pap just stay where you are now, stay happy. will always miss you. and also, i can't stop loving you :)

(Meaning) An unrealistic hope or fantasy. (Origin) The allusion is to the dreams experienced by smokers of opium pipes. Opiates were widely used by the English literati in the 18th and 19th centuries. Samuel Taylor Coleridge was one of the best known users, and it would be difficult to claim that the imagery in surreal works like Kubla Khan owned nothing to opium. Lewis Carroll, although not known to be an opium user himself, makes clear allusions to drug use in Alice's Adventures in Wonderland. Sir Arthur Conan Doyle has his hero Sherlock Holmes visit an opium den - although that was for research rather than consumption. - source ... i'm a big fan of fantasy. irrational things that free you to set your own scenario. first chapter until the very hanging end. i often place in the situation of discussing some issue and find myself talk about the absurd opinion which makes everybody else give that strange speechless look. i watch movie and while my mind slowly drowning into the st...

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happy birthday mama happy birthday mama happy birthday dear mama.. happy birthday mama :) ... waktu nyadar hari ini tanggal 12 maret (tepatnya jam 00:15 pagi subuh tadi) wah gw langsung heboh. heboh sendiri maksudnya. si mama ultah. Terus gw langsung mikir ini gw anak perempuan macam apa sih, nyokap nya ulang tahun baru sadar hari itu juga, ga sempet nyiapin kado atau kue atau surprise mungkin atau cokelat kek atau bunga gitu, satupun ngga. kenapa gw tadi bilang 'anak perempuan macam apa' ya abis kalau kata orang, anak perempuan itu pasti paling deket sama ibunya, sama- sama perempuan jadi bisa lebih saling ngerasain perasaan masing- masing. tanpa meleset jauh dari kata orang. gw juga ngejalanin sih hal itu, gw deket sama nyokap. gw bisa cerita macem- macem hal ke beliau. walaupun gw tau nyokap gw sebenernya kebanyakan ga ngertinya kalau gw lagi nyeritain sesuatu, gw tetep aja cerita. dan walaupun nyokap tau dia ga ngerti dia  tetep aja dengerin gw sambil komentar seadanya. Mun...

--- tut tut --- halo selamat malam. --- iya, selamat malam buat kalian yang iseng- iseng ngangkat telfon malem saya. kalau telfon malem- malem pas lagi santai- santai nunggu ngantuk itu biasanya apa sih yang diomongin? hmm curhatan dan cerita- cerita tentang sepanjang hari tadi kali ya. dengan feeling yang sama seperti penelfon malem, saya mau cerita nih tentang hari ini :) hari ini saya studi banding ke Taman Ismail Marzuki. jadi gini, semester empat ini tugas studio saya adalah desain Art Performing Center atau Pusat Pertunjukan Seni nah buat studi bandingnya saya dan beberapa temen dateng dengan niat mau ngerasain langsung gimana sih atmosfir tempat pertunjukan seni itu. sejujurnya, ini pertama kali sih saya dateng ke TIM :p dan kesan pertama saya adalah: kurang luas dan cukup biasa. ga terasa aura - aura seni melayang- layang seperti selayaknya tempat yang udah banyak melahirkan seniman besar. lalu saya jadi kepikiran tentang kelas perkuliahan hari jumat kemaren, dosen saya nunjuki...

 you don't have a soul, you are a soul. you have a body - C S Lewis ... i can hardly explain things i felt. a 'feeling' itself is something i can't describe by words. but it do exist. like a soul. we feel it exist in our body without we touch or even see it. those are my feeling when i listen to alcest. they really do brings me to my own space and place. makes me comfortable somehow. Alcest - that is music from another world, a world that is real, but that exists beyond ours and cannot be grasped by our senses. A world where all appearances - trees, glades, streams - emit a pearly light and where a faraway and celestial music fills the air like sweet perfume. A world inhabited by infinitely benevolent and protective beings of light, communicating in a wordless 'language' directly from one soul to another. A world where the soul knows neither pain nor sickness nor sorrow, but is filled with a deep peace and an ineffable bliss. A world that lies 'before' ...