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HOME IS ALL I could think the time I hear the word Christmas. When the right time to set the tree? is living room still the best position to put them? What's great for Christmas eve dinner? are presents necessary? 

My december will always revolve around home and eventually family. I know for a fact that this Christmas will be another Christmas without my dad and grandma. The third for my dad and second for the latter (geez ayrine, counting much?) 

My december will always revolve around home, family, and eventually a sad heart twist. Because there aren't too delicious cakes can replace a particular heartwarming chuckle, or some classy christmas jingles can replace an exchange smiles and sharing laughter. I'd like to talk the sadness away with my mom or my brother but its pretty embarrassing to admit that I wouldn't be able to talk to anyone without shed some tears. 

So I choose to write it instead. That's all I'm better at.

What you'll be doing this Christmas? fireworks party? family Reunion? long walk at the bridge with your lover? or just stay at home enjoy some pretzels and tv shows?

I'll just spend my time, missing. 

like, lot of times.