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THE NICEST THING ANYONE'S EVER SAID. I don't know what happened to me, but I feel really uncomfortable to say nice things to anyone nowadays. It's not like I'm that nice in the past but I think it isn't as worst. I keep blurt out things I didn't mean to say or words weren't supposed to use. The weird part is rather than feeling sorry I just hope they could get what I mean behind what I didn't mean. I kept thinking 'well they would understand' or 'they will, I know they will' but world didn't work like that. I know just how much I hurt people feeling (ok now I'm feeling sorry)
but I think it's better to say something rude and honest rather than honey coating your words, emphasizing compliments or faking an interest to attract someone or just simply to be nice.

Sweet and affectionate talk kind of freaks me out. I can't bring myself to say something so fondly or comforting. but hey I've never demand someone to say sweet things to me, so I think that fair enough. As long as they sounds right then I don't mind. Nice or bad are just the structure, right? and it's not like I'm a literature major or something. There are some people who really just aren't good with words but if you look into their eyes, you will know.
and so the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me is

when one weren't in a good term relationship with the other anymore (and last time they checked the other can only being a bitch the whole time their together) but still can manage to say how grateful that they've met.
you're so nice of a person I don't think I deserve